I can’t do this anymore

Not that I have recently anyway. It’s always been in the back of my mind, but there’s always an obstacle. I don’t have the resources to stream, and I don’t have the will to be creative.

I don’t really want to get into specifics, but the bottom line is that I’m over-extended. I’m exhausted, I have zero resources, zero support, and I’ve missed out on every important or beneficial event or invitation.

I have nothing left. I give up. I’m done.